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Sunday, February 29, 2004 Feeling the creep
It's like 50 days to last day of school... It's kinda sad because... I'm going to leave the education system and move on to getting a job, paying my tax, yada yada yada... It's not really a nice feeling for me now when I have to start planning my own life... I means I have giving advice to people and so on... But when it comes to oneself? Hmmm It's kinda difficult I guess... Well, life is like that... I'm stuck between choices... 1) continue with chemical stuff 2) move to social work stuff 1) continue study after NS 2) start working after NS and so many other more things in my mind... Holiday assignment in a DAY?
What have I been doing this week? I should be completing my holiday assignment... But I didn't even touch a single thing until today... Guess it's all the voluntary work... Well, I have no regrets about it as I have given my best... Haha I think I start putting my focus right... This will be the list of my commitments 1) Studies 2) Family and Friends 3) Voluntary Service 4) Perfect Date Business Hmmm... Let's hope I can do it... Well, enjoy the few hours ahead to school starts... Beautiful Sunday
Beautiful Sunday with a start... Called Justin this morning if he was coming ard 930, nah... he just woke up... So i went back to sleep and he suddenly pop over ard 11. We went for breakfast and a bit of shopping... Off he went home... Hmmm, my blog is decorated with some stuff... Hope it's interesting enough tho... Saturday, February 28, 2004 ARIES MAN
He always let other people walk in front of him, but he will get there first. He is a very careful guy and small obstacles won't make him fall easily even he thinks life is a very serious matter. He is as romantic as any other Zodiac. He could look gentle, but inside he is as strong as steel. Once he determines to do something, he is serious about doing it well. He will keep any pressure or insult deep down inside without showing emotion. You will never see his emotion of burden or disappointment and always wonder what he thinks or feels. He will be well kept his feeling. You will never see a guy in this Zodiac involving in other people business. He always concern with his own business. Sometimes he can be talkative, but he will never give anyone advice if he has not been asked. If you ask for advice, he will certainly give you one. He respects elderly and senior, so you will see he is the type who visit his parents steadily or often. He is a slightly shy but also a stubborn person. He will find many ways to make you happy when you are with him, till you realize he is the important person for you. Once he is in the "Power Position", he will use his power gently. He is a good leader and "Gentleness" is one of his effective methods for exploiting his power. It is although he is borne to be a leader. He never hide his ambition, and he is a workaholic. He will not take any position that he has no control. He will work very hard to reach his goal and satisfaction. Compliment from his boss or superior are never enough for him, he wants his reserved reward. His deep insecurity make him reach and collecting valuable things, and this you may think he is stingy. Actually he could easily spending money to buy things, traveling or pay for things that makes him happy and he think necessary for his need. He care what other people think of him and want to get good comments or compliments. Outside he looks like stone and steel, but inside he is a fragile person. He will hide and cover up weak emotion and his sadness in order to maintain and keep up his "Image". One method of cover up you could easily notice is suddenly if he is quiet, cold, or act very strong or very secure. Often, he feels insecure, even he is serious about his life and his own surrounding. This is the man who never hurries to get marry, so hardly sit back and regret about his marriage later. If he gets marry, he need to be ery certain and very sure. It will take a long time for such decision, so if you tell him that you are "breaking up" , you better forget him for good because he will never coming back. He always keep his promise. If he said he will meet you in your place in 2 hours then he will be there, unless there is a serious accident or unavoidable things happen. He hates people who are late for date or any appointment. He likes to think woman should be a follower and take care of family and working is a man duty. He does not like to compete with his girlfriend or his wife at work because competition already exists with himself and other people. He will be very proud if he can afford and care for his family. Do not try to over power him or insult him, he can not stand it. He likes to be in control of every things, every situations. He like a "Classy Woman" ,if she also comes from a good family then it is a Plus. It will make him feel proud and very ego about her status. Flashy type of woman, forget it. He likes a perfect or a nearly perfect housewife. He tends to be possessive. He will not tell you if he is mad at you, but will act very moody to show you instead. He likes to hear sweet word and compliment so you can get his interest that way. If he approaches you to ask you out, do not act too stubborn or fooling around too much. He will get tired and just disappear. He has to feel confident when he is around you, so knowing this fact you should know what to do, right! If you want him, you have to make him feel like he is the most important person for you. He likes a kind hearted woman, polite and can get along with his family. When he feels sad, do not leave him alone, but be very supportive. Kind words and your smile will win him over, so this strong man will be like a chicken in your palm. Monday, February 23, 2004 I"m so excited to start
CSSP online has been really long and i'm really excited to start.. Had a meeting with the designer... YA~!! IT's so cools Sunday, February 22, 2004 I SLEPT FOR 17 HOURS
Oh boy, I have actually slept for 17 hours after the camp. Hmmm, I'm dead beat... It's really bad because last time, I still have lotsa energy after camps... But this HEARTCORE CAMP... ARGH... It's really bad, coz i'm like so tired after the 1st day. Thank GOD it's only a 2 days 1 night camp. The camp was interesting, although it's the same old things again and again... DIfferent camp is a different experience... There are simply few people I can't stand... But I shall be nice I shall not talk bad about them... Friday, February 20, 2004 Ciaoz~!!! I'm off to Camp~!!!
Ciao blog! I'm off to heartcore camp! Will come back with photos and more!!! Things you should not do to your classmate
1) Never SMS your classmate at the wrong time 2) Always keep your SMS real short, preferbly 1 msg a day ONLY 3) Know your basics before asking questions 4) STOP BUGGING you classmate 5) Keep questions to school hours 6) Ill think of more to add on Thursday, February 19, 2004 I'll be FREE
Today is the last day of my term test~!!! WOOHOO~!!! But i have actually declared holiday since yesterday... Partially because today's paper is actually open book and one of my best subject... I mean it's instrumental analysis. How difficult can it be... Maybe i need a better information management system so as to allow myself to get the information out of my notes ASAP. Hmmm... Will have a meeting later in the evening regarding CSSP.. Yup.. Meanwhile chill out... all the best guys Tuesday, February 17, 2004 I UPHOLDED MY INTEGERITY
Took my FOM term test today. I must admit that I did not put in my best effort to study this subject. Partially because this isn't the subject that I like and at the same time. I really don't know what to study because the more important subjects are PBL. And I didn't really do the part where JIT. It was my friend who did JIT. I went to the venue with not much confidence. During the term test, I was so dissapointed to see my classmates cheating in the test. I could have done it as well, however I told myself. I have always been different from the rest of my classmates because I am truthful in school. I never do anything that is against the school rules or my moral principle. I told myself. I could have participated in the cheating or bring in notes to cheat. I simply couldn't. If I have done it, I would have let many people who have faith in my down. After the test, I was proud of myself that I didn't cheat. In either way, I could announce to the world that if i failed the term test - I deserve it because I did not put in effort and I have no regrets. If i pass the term test, I could also announce that I'm proud of the marks because I did not cheat. Well, at the end of the day. I'm glad I didn't do it.. To my friends, PLEASE... IT's the last semester already. Don't do anything silly and cost yourself to be booted out of the school. Monday, February 16, 2004 I'm a COUNT
![]() You are a Count! Talented, Motivated, Intimidating A leader, you demand the best from yourself and from others. You are a man of high ideals and high standards. You won't settle for less than the best from yourself and others. You're intelligent, sharp, skilled, and motivated to excel. This ideal though causes animosity in some and you may get into arguments often. You can't stand incompetence in others. Because of your intelligence and attention to high standards you would be probably be most happiest in a scientic field (doctors, scientists, researchers, etc). Which Royalty Are You? Find out! By Nishi. Term Test WEEK
This week is a term test week, don't really have to go to school so early. Kinda slack at home. Yesterday had a jog with Justin, hmmm, damn it... Had really lost my stamina and physical condition to poly. Hmmm... He was running in front and I was like... Far Far behind... Think that he wouldn't wanna run with me again Must try to train up... Didn't really study for my term test. Especially for semi conductor technology. Everything seemed to be simple, but the point is that i didn't really come for the lectures and I think i'm kinda lost tho'... Anyway, my schedule for the week are as follows... Mon - intro semi conductor term test Tue - operation management term test Wed - chemical reaction engineering Thu - analytical application term test Fri - heartcore camp Sat - heartcore camp Sun - Yawnz.. catch up after that TERM BREAK Thursday, February 12, 2004 BORING~!!!
I've sit in front of this computer in school for almost 3 hours already... ANd i have only manage to complete like 2 out of 3 task... Hmmm, it's so boring... I mean... Hai~!!! Got 2 clients today... So kinda happy... At least I know that this seems to have a market out there... I'm really bloated... Coz i think i must have ate a lot just now. Well, confirm... I can feel the popiah and everything coming out of my stomach soon... Hmmm... Yesterday was really fustrating... Went down to the bus to realise that there isn't any meeting... Goodness... Hmmm... I was like waited for almost 2 hours... Maybe could be because that i didn't really called Eugene in the office beforehand. However, there case, I think it;s really irritating... Tuesday, February 10, 2004 I SHALL BE A GOOD BOY~!!!
Just help my classmate to complete her task... Hmmm, kinda interesting to be the one teaching... MAybe i'm really cut out to be a teacher or something along this line... But at the end of the day, she's still giving this blur look? Donno whether is it that i'm not clear or that she's blur. Hmmm... On the baseline, I did my part to help her understand the portion of the practical already. This week is a messy week Sianz... I can't seem to confirm anything and everything for this week... Everything seem to be buffered or unclear... Not clear instruction on what time end school. What lessons are on and what lessons are off... Hmmm, maybe it's the stupid Open House... Hai~!!! Monday, February 09, 2004 When all your friends are starting to date...
Hai~!!! "Having girl friend is such a chore, wasting money, time and effort." That's basically what my best friend told me... I was like... Hmmm... Okie.. Guess what... Today, i recieve a msg that he is attached... GOODNESS! Not that i'm jealous or anything... BUt ya, that seems a bit too fast lor... He told me that like weeks ago. And now... Didn't really recieve any phone calls or msg from him for the whole evening... Guess, when a guy have a girlfriend... Nothing else really matter... NOW THAT I'M REALLY JEALOUS... HEe~!!! Talk to a cow and a cow moos are you
Yesterday night, I was talking to some one regarding things that I forsee as a problem... However, i was using some "higher level" english so that i don't sound inpatient or rude... But than, she doesn't seem to understand what i'm talking about. So i used lower level english, but ah... i sounded impatient... ARGH... After my other sturdy part access me, he told me that I was actually beating around the bush and therefore she didn't understand... Hmmm, is my communication skill really that bad? OR is everyone on selective hearing mode? Thursday, February 05, 2004 My really PISSED off day...
On boy, the day didnt' really started the way I wanted it to be. I was almost late for my practical... If it wasn't for the lecturer who keep the attendance book with her and at the end of the day I didn't get a change to sign, I would have not been late for practical... Today's practical was on GC... HAHAH~!!! It's my most pro instrument... SO it's ain't exactly something I'm new to... Hee~!!! When i step into the laboratory, ARGH... THis lecturer whom we called her MINI ME~!! is getting on my nerves... ARGH~!!! Can't really stand the way she talks and everything. PLUS I was like late... It's my 2nd time late... SO i wasn't really in a good mood. I was so pissed thru' out the whole practical. I kept challenging my lecturer and the TSO... Hee~!!! It's kinda fun now that i think abt it... A few things happened, I was challenging the TSO with all sorts of questions... Hmmm, and i think he finds me kinda irriating tho`! And as for mini me, either she hates me or she really hates me.. Always pick on me... Haha.. I'll try to get me on her nerves... MUAHAHAHAHAHA~!!! Evil thoughts Wednesday, February 04, 2004 Hmm, a boring day really....
Didn't really have much to talk about today, except I'm going to start my own business which I will really dump my heart and soul to make it happen. After all, I'm still young. Who cares if I failed, I will still be able to move on. Recieved a call from Artiste Entertainment... I was selected for the 2nd round of audition for "Sing till the Dawn". Really interesting... Never done this before and never thought that I would be able to do it or even proceed to the 2nd round of audition. Looking forward to the audition... Monday, February 02, 2004 A day after CHINGAY...
Yeah~!!! Finally Chingay is over... Hmmm, really have got nothing much to do liao... I mean, can you believe it... After spending so many time and effort to do chingay and waalaaa... Everything seem to be completed already... kinda feel really sad. It has always been the case. Well, everything after spending much effort and time for a certain project, like productions or chingay, you tend to feel really sad or bad when everything is over just like that. Chingay was fun. Yesterday I walk around the whole of orchard road like nobodies business and the CISCO guard didn't even bother about me.. HAHA... KINDA FEEL LIKE THE KING... IT's kinda hard work you know... Especially since the sector is so long and didn't really have bikes or blades or what not. I think i lost quite a few pounds walking up and down orchard road. Hee¬!!! After CHINGAY, justin bunked over at my place again. HeE¬!!! After reading thru the feedback forms, we slept till the next morning... OH BOY¬!!! It's kinda tiring you know. Kinda think about it. It's really great to know JUSTIN. He's a cute guy, and really gentleman. You know those kinda guys where girls will definately like if it wasn't for the workaholic habit? Hmmm... Yup. Justin, just a note for you... GO all out for that girl¬! |
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