my very 1st book out after 16 days of confinement in the cmap

As I was stepping into mainland, I felt a sense of peace inside me. Everything seemed to be strange yet at the same time familar.

Went out with P6 gang after I reach home dropping my laundry, took a lot of photos with Eunices camera, she just came back from Aus for a holiday and started to plan her engagement sometime this yr and marriage 2 yrs later...

After that had dinner with my parents and relative. Hmmm, nothing much seemed to change while I'm gone. Everything remained in tact, things are the same.

I'm really grateful to my situation, no idea how I landed up here, but I'm in a rather welfare company with PC, PS and some gd SGTs....

I'm grateful for everything

losing my civilian life...

Good bye my friends, I'll be off to tekong to learn how to protect the nation. After living 20 years of my life, guess the government really want to take over now...

Woke up around 5a.m. today and can't go back to sleep. I guess many other guys are pretty much the same... Let's hope things will be smooth sailing for myself...

LIVE LONG AND PROSPER!!!

here's a list of people I will miss in tekong

In alphabatical order...

Ah Boy
Ah Girl
Aunts
Barry, Tan
Caren, Foo
Dan, Xu
Elaine, Lim
Eugene, Tay
Eunice, Chia
Father, Wong
Hon Tiong, Liau
Jerry
Masliana
Mother, Koh
Serene, Lim
Shi Qi, Wu
Siew Chin, Tan
Sisters, Wong
Sok Keng, Goh
Timothy, Chew
Uncles

For those not in the list, please don't despair... I didn't miss you now doesn't mean i wouldn't miss you later...

Meanwhile all my friends... TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF as much as I will take good care of myself...

LOVE,
JIAN MING...

Mixed feelings

I'm having mixed feelings now... Well, not really because I'm going to tekong tmr or anything, but I tot I didn't really utilise my life to it's maximum potential in my last 20 years.

And in the blink of the eye, I'm almost embarking on my next chapter in life. I'm going to serve the nation and become a soldier. In comparison, I'm not really sure if I should be considered lucky or what.

Lucky in the sense that I get to serve the nation (looking at positive manner) and also learn something new, like survival skills, maybe more.

Unlucky in the sense that well, I devote myself to the nation. My god, like the ice cream man downstairs, he said, "guys in singapore are sold to the nation during birth."

How true...

Guys, if you want to know what's I'm feeling now, seriously I'm not really sure what's in store for me... Hmmm, happy coz i get to lead a different lifestyle? sad coz i'm not sure what sort of life style i'm leading...

Almost off to tekong...

This shall be my very last few entries before I set of to tekong tmr...

This is what I'll be wearing to tekong tmr.

Black Adidas Cap is proudly sponsored by Serene Lim
Black Giodarno T-shirt of proudly sponsored by HT, SK, SC, C
Blue B.U.M. Equipment jeans, black belt and blue sock is by myself.

This is what I'll be bringing to tekong tmr.


This are what will be keeping me company in camp.


This is my only connection to the world outside.

BUZZ OFF~!!!

I'm very pissed with my mom... Everything she says is right... She must insist that everything is done her way... I hate I when she does that...

I can't have a say!!! I HATE IT...

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!

I HATE MY LIFE...
I HATE MY MOM...
I HATE THE WORLD!

last weekend to enjoy

in just a blink of the eye, I'm enjoying my last weekend before I enlist. Well, I must that it wasn't exactly a fantastic weekend tho.

Meeting in the morning, YES! AGAIN.
Went out with TC, SL and BT in the afternoon...

I'm not whining about having some bad weekend, well, in fact it doesn't really matter to be how fantastic a weekend is like... All it matters is who I'm spending with.

I guess even good things in life have to end. Soon enough, SL will leave for china, TC might be going to Aust, BT staying in S'pore, SQ in states, AT in Uk.

Wow, that's pretty coolz, having friends all over the world. I might go to india to study... Hee...

Kidding...

stop bugging me

guess, when the time comes where boys become man. people will still treat you like a boy before you enter tekong...

yes, my ego always tells me that only that a person steps into tekong or go thru army, saf, navy, airforce that he will be a real man. I would very much prefer to stay in MINDEF, as compared to SCDF or SPF.

and yes, PLEASE PLEASE don't bug me about it...

DON'T ASK ME wat's my plan in NS? I'm not revealing to any tom, dick or harry just like that?

STOP BUGGING ME WITH STUFF LIKE...
a) wow, going NS liao ah? worried a not?
MY ANSWER IS NO!!!! I'm not worried.
b) don't worry lah, NS is very simple liao now..
I KNOW...

Request by SL to do this...

damn long and draggy, but what the heck

What does your name mean?
Jian Ming
Jian - as in healthy
Ming - bright...

How old are you?
20

How old are you mentally (as in are you mature?)
Depends on my mood tho'. Sometimes, I'm 5, sometimes I'm 50.

Describe yourself in 5 words.
Here are the five words.

How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
I just just walk out of the house immediately. Usually I take 10mins, inclusive of picking out clothes, shower and brush teeth at the same time.
Oh my wonderful days, I can take up to 1/2 max.

Do you dream at night?
Ya

Do you remember your dreams?
Often can to cannot

Describe one.
Going out with friends and love ones

What time do you go to bed usually?
12 - 2

What time do you wake up normally?
7 - 9. on really tired days, 12.

What time do you wake on weekends?
8 - 10. 1 latest.

Do you find waking late nice or annoying?
dpends on weather

Do you sleep with one pillow or two?
1 full pillow and 1 bolster

Do you like school?
Yup

Why/why not?
Coz I can stardee

what's ur fave subject?
Chemistry

Most hated subject?
Engineering

Do you have a fave teacher?
Mr Wong Y.C. amongst all others

Ever had a crush on a teacher?
Nah...

Are you a maths/science person or an english/drama person?
Both...

Do you have heaps of friends?
I guess yes...

Do you have a best friend?
I guess quite a few, but not really bestest BEST...

Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?
equal balance

Do you ever get annoyed at any friend?
Should ask the other way round

Have you ever lied to a friend?
I tot it's unspoken question?

Have you ever stolen a friends boyfriend/girlfriend?
I wish I could

Do you like your parents?
Very much

Ever run away from home?
To where? To tekong?

Ever thought about it?
Sometimes, not really run away, but just bunking into my friends house in case I can't make it at home.

Do you feel your parents spoil you?
Sort of, I'm the son of the house.

Do you not get along with any of your family?
Yup

Do you have big family get togethers ever?
Yes, often in genting... Wonder why?

Do you have a crush?
I think so...

If so, are you in love?
Right now? Maybe?

Do they know you like them?
Small and melochonic

Is it serious or playful?
meaning?

Have you ever experienced unrequited love?
u mean these's such a thing?

Do you have a religion?
Yes, but i believe in everything...

Do you practice it i.e go to church?
i guess so

Do you believe in God?
Which one are you refering too? Jesus? Buddha? Allah? OR Saslkhjwopvhn?

Have you ever been drunk?
Nope. Just slightly high

taken drugs?
Panadol?

stolen?
Yap...

shoplifted?
the shop is too heavy for me to carry, so i guess nope.

tried to commit suicide?
i guess i suck at it coz till now i'm still alive

gotten into a fight?
Yes, it's cool...

Would you date a drug addict?
i guess if really really like my crush... ya...

have you ever had to look after someone who was a drug addict?
nope, i haven't meet any yet...

Are you racist?
I hate to participate in any race/ competition.

Are you discriminatory to anyone?
Nah, I just ignore the person that's all

Have you been a hypocrite in the past?
Erm, dpending on ocassion...

Do you have an open or closed mind to other peoples beliefs and feelings?
Open mind... I use surgery knifes.

Do you watch tons of tv?
I don't really get to see that many TV put together to weigh a ton.

How many times have you been to the movies in the past 6 months?
A lot, after back from last trip...

Do you listen to the radio often?
Nope, radio can't talk to me...

Do you read the newspaper?
Besides reading, I use newspaper to wrap vegetable as well

Do you read magazines?
Yes of course, to see pictures

Are you a couch potato?
I'm a mash potato with thick gravy

Do you use the internet too much?
how much is too much?

Whats your fave style of music?
anything can lah

Do you play an instrument?
Literally play, but no music out of it

Do you sing?
Yes, I like to hang out a toilet KTV...

Whats your fav band? Why?
nil

Whats your fave sport?
typing

Whats your fave sport to watch?
online chatting

Do you have a fave team of any sort?
nah

Do you play a lot of sport?
i play the sport almost everyday, typing chats, documents and stuff...

ever won anything for sport?
yes, faster finger 1st

Are you funny or serious?
seriously funny

Creative or not?
i've got a creative mp3 player tho

Logical thinker or lateral thinker?
logically laterial thinker...

Are you outgoing or shy?
dpends on everything

Are you lazy or active?
actively lazy

Have you ever been hyperactive?
of course...

Are you a naturally hyperactive person?
if i'm high... ya

Are you happy with the way you look?
tekong slimming santuary, here I come

What would you change?
bigger, erm... muscles?
smaller, erm... baby

Do you wear makeup regularly?
stage make up ya, makeup makeup, nope...

Do you have a large wardrobe?
My wardrode is small, but clothes a lot. Mainly 3 same t-shirts

Do you have a job?
SAF counted?

Do you like it?
I haven't start working...

Are you a saver or a spender?
I spend on things that is worth it...

Do you work hard or slack off?
I work hard at slacking

Have you ever been fired?
NOpe. often i fired the boss

In trouble at work?
not yet

Made a major mistake?
nope

Ever had money stolen from you?
nope

Are you always broke?
forever broke...

Your all time most embarassing moment?
can't think

Ever snorted drink out your nose?
would love to try someday

Ever giggled like an idiot?
i guess soo... *giggle*

Ever embarrassed yourself and pretended nothing happened?
farted i guess...

Ever tripped in front of someone you liked?
Nah, I tripped the person I like

Ever said something really stupid?
All the time

Ever snorted while laughing?
YEs

Ever fallen off a bed?
Not yet

Ever sleepwalked?
How would I know? I'm sleeping remember?

Ever sleeptalked?
Yup, I wanted my parents to buy cocomut while I was sleeping. My parents told me about it. But i couldn't remember.

Whats your best memory?
I'm best at forgetting stuff

Do you have a good memory?
I write them down

Whats the coolest holiday you remember having?
HK and Korea

Ever had funny thoughts and laughed and no one understood you?
most of the time

Whats the first thought that comes to your head when you hear these names?
Melissa - su li
Bob - the pendulum
Vanessa - eunice
Alyssa - ah lian wanna be
Jess - jessica
Brian - brain
Charlie - brown
Olivia - twist?
Drew - nancy
Lily - flower
Anita - sarawak
Katie - moew

Whats the first thoughts that come to your head while hearing these words?
cheese -who stole my cheese
rubber - condom
clothes - a lot in my cupboard
big - timothy
dress - dont' have
jacket - a few
polyester- carbon compound, long carbon chain...
kite - marina south

belated birthday gift from SL...



Got this cap from SL for my birthday gift... Hmmm, it comes in practical for myself... YEAH~!!! I can wear on my 1st book out...

2 timing...

one of the biggest joke that ever happened to me was that someone actually mistaken me for timing 2 girls at the same time.

well, i guess it's pretty hilarious... let me see, today I brought the 2 girls out to had lunch. I met SQ at kembangan before going down to meet SL at HW office...




We went for lunch with Eug, and the 3 interns from HW. Went for chicken rice, this time we when to the further supposedly to be the best chicken rice around.

After that, hang out at the office to meet ZB and RG to impart some stuff. Went for Ya Kun kaya toast aft that and took more photos of myself... this photo is taken by serene lim, nice right?



Set off to Suntec... Took this along the way...

pics, pics and more pics

my dad bought a digital camera today, my mom was so excited about it because I have a digital camera and she wanted her own as well. but often the case, what ever that is hers belongs to the family....

we took some photos on our shopping trip at parkway while we settle for coffee...

check them out...

I'm a goody

my god, i knew it..

orange orange everywhere

Yes I knew it... My colour scheme...


You should be wearing the colour....Orange!
Orange, is a very happy colour, it spreads
cheer everywhere. Orange stimulates
conversation and optimism. Since you love to
have fun, and be around others who share the
same quality, orange will make you shine!


What colour should you be wearing?
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fuck lah

mood swing is getting into me... argh... i was still feeling good this morning and now, i'm in such a grudcy mood... ARGH...

I HATE IT... I'm losing my memory, maybe I didn't even bother to remember at all. Bought the lunch back for my family but got everything wrong noodles instead of rice, kuay tiao instead of noodles...

FUCK what's happened to me?

Maybe I just need some sleep...

GET OUT OF HERE!!!

beautiful collection

Hey boys and girls, well, i'm going to reveal my hobby so that you guys can help me to look out for really cute ones...

I'm collecting boxer shorts and undies... Wahaha, something different ehz... I thought it's pretty normal tho...

Other than that I'm collecting T-shirts and checkers shirts...

I'm having a fetish with clothes nowadays. So do tell me if there are nice designs and cuttings around~!

happy 1st june

AS MY ENLISTMENT DATE is drawing nearer and nearer, I can't help but think of what would my NS days be like? Would it be like my friend's who have gone thru NS or would it be something totally different?

Seriously I don't really give a shit about what will be going on in NS. However, all the people around me are getting worried for me... ARGH... This did affect my mood a bit tho. But I shall not let anyone or anyting affect me so much....

LOST TOUCH OF HWN, after reading thru the e-mail correspond of CSSP Challenge 2. I realise that after 4 days of MIA, I'm totally lost of what's going on in the committee already. It's a good thing I suppose, this means that I might be able to drop the baggage at last. At the same time, it's really sad to leave a project just like that...