Flying on a JET PLANE!!!

ALL MY BAGS ARE PACKED, I'M READY TO GO.
I'M STANDING HERE OUT-SIDE YOUR DOOR
I HATE TO WAKE YOU UP TO SAY GOOD-BYE.
BUT THE DAWN IS BREAKING, IT'S EARLY MORN,
THE TAXI'S WAITING, HE'S BLOWING HIS HORN
AL-READY I'M SO LONESOME I COULD CRY.

SO KISS ME AND SMILE FOR ME
TELL ME THAT YOU'LL WAIT FOR ME
HOLD ME LIKE YOU'LL NEVER LET ME GO.
I'M LEAVING ON A JET PLANE
DON'T KNOW WHEN I'LL BE BACK AGAIN
OH BABE I HATE TO GO

THERE'S SO MANY TIMES I'VE LET YOU DOWN
SO MANY TIMES I'VE PLAYED AROUND
I TELL YOU NOW THEY DON'T MEAN A THING
EVERY PLACE I GO I'LL THINK OF YOU
EVERY SONG I SING I'LL SING FOR YOU
WHEN I COME BACK I'LL WEAR YOUR WEDDING RING.

SO KISS ME AND SMILE FOR ME
TELL ME THAT YOU'LL WAIT FOR ME
HOLD ME LIKE YOU'LL NEVER LET ME GO.

I'M LEAVING ON A JET PLANE
DON'T KNOW WHEN I'LL BE BACK AGAIN
OH BABE I HATE TO GO

NOW THE TIME HAS COME TO LEAVE YOU
ONE MORE TIME LET ME KISS YOU
THEN CLOSE YOUR EYES I'LL BE ON MY WAY
DREAM ABOUT THE DAYS TO COME
WHEN I WON'T HAVE TO LEAVE ALONE
A-BOUT THE TIMES I WON'T HAVE TO SAY.

SO KISS ME AND SMILE FOR ME
TELL ME THAT YOU'LL WAIT FOR ME
HOLD ME LIKE YOU'LL NEVER LET ME GO.
I'M LEAVING ON A JET PLANE
DON'T KNOW WHEN I'LL BE BACK AGAIN
OH BABE I HATE TO GO

Just had a drink with SL and gang just now to meet up before SL leaves for Shanghai tomorrow. Could sense that she isn't her usual self, perhaps because she's reluntant to leave.

I really admire SL for her courage to leave Singapore to seek education in CHINA, Shanghai. It's not easy for a person to leave everything behind and go alone to a foreign country what's more to a girl.

I know things haven't really been easy for you. It's like myself before enter NS. You have all sorts of doubts and fear that you know are redundant, yet they just come to you every now and then.

No matter what you do. Just remember that this place is still your home. You are always connected by wires and fibre. Coming back to SG is only a few hours away.

My number will always be the same, things will always be the same when you are back here to a place you call home.

People have told me that I'm a really good temper person who doesn't flare my temper at others... Well, little did they know that I'm a really bad temper person.

Serious, even for those who know me really well haven't really seen me flaring my temper before. Recently I could really feel that my anger management have almost stretched to the limit thanks to my f*ck*r buddy. YES, U know who you are... LBQ...

As this week is the range week, we are very deprive of our sleep. Merely 4 hours a day for 2 days. After the 1st day, I'm really tired and I could feel that I'm started to get hot temper and might just flare anytime. I'm basically pissed at almost anything and every little tiny details. RIGHT OR WRONG mind U...

During the last day of range, I'm basically trying to keep myself calm and composed by trying to not speak and dodge as much contact with people as possible.

At the same time, my buddy, this fucking skinny guy who kept calling me fat. Yup, I know I'm fat, but the point isn't about being called fat. It's about the repeatitive of same action brings out a sense of irritation to a person.

Anyway, to cut things short, I must thank my buddy for helping me to bring up my anger management to a higher level. I've more or less got thru the part where I'm tired and I'm still able to contain my temper...

make every shot count...

I'm back from TK island again... hmmm, this week is the range week... Which means I actually get to fire my beloved wife with a life round. of course this doesn't come easy... Hmmm, everyday wake up really early draw arms and off to the 100m range...

When we are at the range, we were given a procedure briefing followed by the safety briefing. The strange thing was that, the 2IC gave us a briefing and tell us the route to the nearest medical center, but these information are useless coz we are not the driver to drive back to place...

It's really exciting when we get to fire off our 1st round... For guys who have gone thru NS, U guys know wat i'm talking about, for those who don't I'm sorry, Wait for Ur time to Come.... The most exciting part is when the conducting officer said, LOAD and READY. Then I will with my best "say", very cooly take the loaded magazine, slapped onto my weapon, pull the charging handle and put to safe mode. Haha, I tell myself, no matter what, must do with style.

The next adrenaline rush was when the conducting officer said, blah blah blah, OWN TIME OWN TARGET CARRY ON... This means we change the mode to semi and fire off when the target is up.

At this point, U will hear a few seconds of silence cause no one dared to fire the 1st shot because everyone scare misfire. Either my good buddy and I had the honour of doing the 1st few shots. I didn't really take notice of the shots, but just fire off when I am ready.

After firing 4 rounds, I took out my magazine and check clear my weapon and load another 4 rounds inside. WOOHOO... STYLE... After 2 magazines of rounds, I look at my scores, not bad... I had a close group size. Which means I pass lah! The instructor then clicked my weapon so that the weapon could be zero to my eye. COCK siaz... The instructor behind me didn't know how to click my weapon. I had to tell him how to click (based on my common sense). STUBBORN guy didn't listen to me. In the end, my PC had to do the clicking for me... Coolz...

The next few rounds was great... I had close group and night firing was alright, except I could exactly see the blinking targets. DAMN...

I lost my points to night firing blinking targets. I lost a total of 7 points. F*CK... Anyway, I passed my range with average results. Not to bad... At least I know I cleared my range... YAHOO...

Next week SIT TEST!!! Must do well, and aim for OCS!!!

long weekend short...

had a long weekend this week becoz we had to go OCS visit on Sat morning. Yawnz... Long weekend doesn't come with no motive... Damn!!!

Book out on friday evening and by the time I reached home is rather late. Around 9 I guess... Afer that went out with a friend for supper near my place, by the time I head home and everything is around 10 plus 11... Stucked in front of my computer... By the time I head to bed is around 1 plus 2... ARGH... I have to wake up 0500 the next day... SO i didn't really have much sleep.

The whole OCS trip was draggy. Visited OCS followed by SDC. The presenter is boring, like a crush course history lesson. Again, by the time everything ends, it's damn late. Had lunch with Kevin, WeiQi and KianTiong from other section. By the time I reach is around 3p.m. Hang around the cyber space awhile and then left for Orchard to meet my friends for movie...

ARgh... to cut things short, I seriously needs time management... This long weekend seemed to be shorter then the rest coz of poor time managerment...

TO bE continued... (time to head back to TK island...)

smaller "new and improved" me...

Well, looking back at the weeks spent in NS. I thought I've change to some extent...

1stly of course, a smaller me... How my section mate commented that I look so different from the 1st day I enlisted... Seriously, I'm not so used to the smaller me... Hmmm, but at least I know I could put on my clothes that I can't wear them in the past...

Thru out in tekong, I realised that I've lost some parts of my emotions, I have become more tamed... I just simply can't be bother about what's going on. Not that I'm bo chup, I just don't wanna think with my brains... I prefer to leave them at home and leave house with my debit and body...

I'm a quieter person now, or at least I think I am. I don't like to talk... Neither do I like to communicate in person. I don't mind msging. Just don't bug me in person...

I don't like to share my thoughts, I just like to pen down my thoughts in pen and paper. Read thru them and knock it off...

*cough* *cough*

I think I'm dying from tekong cough soon... It's been 2 months I'm suffering from tekong cough... On and off, on and off... Recently, it turned so bad, that I'm coughing as tho I'm dying soon...

Went to see a doctor the other day, I was very lucky to be able to get hold of the doctor even tho the clinic is supposed to be closed at 2p.m. I was there at 2.30p.m. The doctor told me that, if I'm not well by end of the week, he's going to diagnose me with acute bronchitis, and slight asthma. Send me to X-ray and put me on inhaler... WTF?

I've tried many many things to get myself back in order... But everything does seemed to work... In fact, I'm getting worst...

Save me from tekong cough!!!

some people just don't learn

I'm not trying to be a saint here, but at least I know I tried my best and no matter what outcome I'm satisfied with it...

Well, the story goes like that... There is a person, let's call Warner Brother (for those who is in my section and is intelligent enuff should figure out), who refused to do anything, not to mention effort. Proud, arrogant, self absorped.

Freaking bastard, during our post mortem, we brought up the direction of the team and effort that each of us put in. Yes, it's nothing big deal. But still at least make it a point to listen to critisism and learn and change from there, instead of brushing the whole thing aside and pretend that nothing happened.

Yes, U have your idea and vision, we have our direction and purpose. We could have chucked U into the darkest corner of the room, yet we couldn't bear to do it. Why? Because we are a team and being in the team, everyone has to contribute in some way or another.

Why did we try to help U? Is it because we are fucking free and nothing to do? NO!

We are just trying to make sure that everyone can pass out from BMT in one piece... or at least a section pass out together and move on. The progress for the section now is charted with ALMOST NO ZERO fighter... expect U... What's so nice about having a ZERO fighter in the section. Look at the rest, most ZERO fighter have broke their ZERO and last progress was 4 - 8. IF the rest of us can do it, why can't U?

IS this what we should be getting in been called an "IDIOT". There's a chinese saying, "Good horse people ride, good man people bully." Is that really the case?

Som e people just don't change. I don't give a hoot about what's going on.

The statment is clear, "We wouldn't give up on you even tho U given up on us."

long weekend is over...

hmmm, my weekend is finally over, it's back to training again... Well, for once, I'm not exactly looking forward back to camp. Becoz of some reason and another... There's something weird about the environment that's going on.

Can you believe it, there are actually really really fucking dumb people who inspired to become p*l*c* *nsp*ct*r? (God please forgive me bad mouthing others, but please, heck, everyone is talking about... that it has become the 8 wonder why people like this exist?)

Over the weekend, spend quality time with my family, go for a family reunion buffet, and bring my mom and sis out for a dinner...

Spent quite a sum of money as well... This week I'm fucking broke... My god... No more $$$... And my this miserable play is going to last me for another 4 more weekends... *Blah*

At the same time, I think I've more or less made up my mind already... Now I just need to work towards my goal... *PRAY*

FIELD CAMP~!!!

Field camp is fun, there are ups and downs of course... Many lessons we learn out field are also quite fun, hmmm the below photos are really koolz...

Lesson on Floral Arrangement...

beauty contest for the most KOOLZ plant


coolz erm... kwelz... plants united...


PC where are U?


garung PS...


can U find me among the bush?

Garung Soldiers

posing with my sect comm... ORDing soon... lucky chap


shag out after a war... muahahaha


defening out nation~!!! posing for a commercial shoot...


band of brothers...


POW... *sob*

Night's Off...

yummy, on the last day, our PS was nice, he bought us chocolates and campbell soup...
yummy yummy i'm rubbing my tummy...
we get to cook as well...








To add in the fun, we had call signs for ourselves... Hmmm,
Clinton is Heido,
Keith is Xian Dian
Jian Ming is Kou Rou
Wei Yong is Xian Cai

Commanders....

Offcier or Recruit??? U guess...


Hahahaha...


Section Commanders


"I know, I know, U have to go...
And I miss U soo..."


Does it resembles like some cartoon character?

random thoughts....

well, after leading army life for quite some time, although I must say that I'm leading a "brainless" life following orders and stuff, I'm still thinking of some stuff which migh affect my future...

Hmmm, as I'm reviewing my goals and plans, I realised that there are thousand and one things I would want to do... At the same time, seeing friends achieving goals I'm capable of achieving except the lack of opportunities and NS, I can't help but feel angry and fustrated...

Of course looking back at how things were right now, I didn't really regret or being so analed about what's going on in my life right now. I'm in a supposedly to be a f***ing xiong company, but right now, everything was so relaxed and calm... And my batch are known to be majority going into command school SISPEC or OCS, I thought to myself, maybe things are not going to be that bad after all...

Right now I'm considering something which could change my entire future.
But somethings which will still be the same is my passion for social and community service.