It's probably time I should really consider that I would like to do in the future. It's probably a scary thing to know that I'm not exactly prepared for the future mentally and financial.

It's amazing how I never had enough for myself every month even tho I draw a pretty decent amount of money from the army forces> My mom always supplement me with some here and there. I don't exactly come from a well to do family, but that we have enough just to get by. I'm feeling rather guilty that I dont' have my own saving, need to rely on my mom and spending on items that are deem to be wants.

Looking at the signallers and medics from my Bn, mostly 'a' level students. Most of them have got goals and directions on what to do after ORD. Some of them have scholarship, some of them have got courses in the uni waiting for them...

Looking at myself, what do I have? Scholarshit... no placing in unit. It's around 10 months to ORD, and I haven't exactly know wat to do. I've always wait till the last min to get things done... I think it's probably time to do some seriously planning before ORD arrives...

Some of the things I need to do...
1) Put aside an amount of money for future...
2) Enroll myself in some tertiary institude...

Well, I'm here at my office, tho nothing much have changed but i've enlarged my office cubicles. Probably due to the fact that i've grown somewhat horizontally, but ya, it's always good to have a bigger space to work with and on top of that i've managed to get another filing cabinet to myself... Hee...

It's becoming more and more like my 2nd room in the 2nd home... Yup, anyway. So much for the updates on my cubicles.

Finally attended ATP, seriously it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be mainly because probably the rest of the guys had exaggerated it...

My highest score was 37. However, as always, it's the practice portion that got such high scores....

My test result was 28. God damn it, it's like 9marks different. But nonetheless, i'm still rather satisfied with myself for the simple fact that I'm not a bobo shooter unlike my other campmates... Hahaha...

Hmmm, during the ATP since i'm an attached to 40 SAR for the shoot, the officers are really exploited to become their chamber safety and was running like hell...

It's overall a wonderful experience...