Slacking in computer lab again

Well, the very last APEL lesson we had was kinda interesting. Mr. Wong had told the class that the very 1st relationship that you have... Usually will not the the marriage one... I'm thinking that, it's kinda true to a certain extend... But I'm pretty sure that it depends on individial to make things happen... Things don't just happen like that, you need to make sure very hard that things will happen the way you want it to happen.

CSSP Challenge 2

I'm having 2nd tots about going all out after examinations. I mean after exams I could be out there in the working world trying to make money before I enter NS. Instead, I'm doing all the community service for free... In terms of financial wise, I don't really think it's wise to do it. But on the otherhand, the experience is worth the conpensations. Still at my age, I would think I would be more practical to earn as much as I could. Right now, my parents could afford me to do all these. But as time goes by, I'm now 20 yrs old already. I should be starting to earn money to give to my parents.

I'm in a real dilemma, I'm know thru this project... I'll get "heart attack" from respective partners, people I'll be working with and so on so forth... It's kinda argh... thinking about it..

Well, at the end of the day, it still boils down to what I would like to do I guess..

If only someone can support me thru all these other than my parents...