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Sunday, September 12, 2004

Emotional surge!!!

This week has been exceptionally heavy for myself because I'm reorientating myself about my personal goals and objectives...

After 3 months in NS, I realised that perhaps I have been mould to become a different person. As I was working towards my goals in NS, I sorta figure that some things are not meant to be. In the mist of working towards your goals, I have inevitably become a total different person altogether.

I realised that I've lost myself as I am achieving goals. **I like to lose myself amongst the work, but at the same time, I hate the feeling of not being able to be in control of myself...**

Ironically ironic, I hate what I enjoy...

Life's SUCKS... maybe I shall just be myself...

# posted by Jian Ming @ 5:10 pm |

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