As time goes by...

Recently, I've been blogger lesser and lesser. Seriously, I have no idea what I should put onto my blog.

Life in OCS is getting better, but of course it's still only the beginning. The outfield has yet to come, live firing, fieldcamp, blah blah blah are not even here yet. I wonder how things would be moving as we go into deeper into Service Term and Pro. Term.

Anyway, I've already achieve my target for IPPT. I'm getting silver for 2 IPPT in a row. So i'm really expecting myself to improve to get a GOLD. So that I could have like a badge on my No. 4.

Back to CV life, it isn't much of a change except I'm having a better spending power with cadet's pay. Hmmm, my platoon mates are right. Cadets has got a lot of things except time and freedom. We have got certain form of prestige, money, facilitaties, blah blah blah, except time.

Gave my parents allowance and treated them to dinner. I guess that what I can really do now since I don't exactly have lotsa time with them. Meanwhile, I just want my parents to be happy and stop worrying about me.

After long long time, finally went to chiong again last night. Oh boy, I think I'm getting older... This morning, I'm damn stoned. Actually woke up like 2p.m. without realising. Usually I would wake up in between, but this time. WAALA...

I seriously donno why, but as time goes by. I'm feeling more and more numb to the things around. I don't really bother what's going on. Just simply going thru motions for everything that comes along. It's a sucky feeling. Maybe that's what NS has done to me so far...