It's probably time I should really consider that I would like to do in the future. It's probably a scary thing to know that I'm not exactly prepared for the future mentally and financial.

It's amazing how I never had enough for myself every month even tho I draw a pretty decent amount of money from the army forces> My mom always supplement me with some here and there. I don't exactly come from a well to do family, but that we have enough just to get by. I'm feeling rather guilty that I dont' have my own saving, need to rely on my mom and spending on items that are deem to be wants.

Looking at the signallers and medics from my Bn, mostly 'a' level students. Most of them have got goals and directions on what to do after ORD. Some of them have scholarship, some of them have got courses in the uni waiting for them...

Looking at myself, what do I have? Scholarshit... no placing in unit. It's around 10 months to ORD, and I haven't exactly know wat to do. I've always wait till the last min to get things done... I think it's probably time to do some seriously planning before ORD arrives...

Some of the things I need to do...
1) Put aside an amount of money for future...
2) Enroll myself in some tertiary institude...